I'm Gonna Kill Myself on Christmas

by Ponyboy.

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I'm gonna kill myself on Christmas just to spite you,
I'd rather give this one last present than continue to fight you,
There's really no reason to try,
cause I'm already dead inside,

I can kill myself on Christmas if I want to,
There's nothing you can do to stop me so don't even try to,
And in the hue of colored lights,
They'll cry, "Why did he have to die?"

And then they'll blame you,

Nobody wants to die on Christmas if they don't have to,
But you have left me no choice - it's what I've gotta do,
Now that I know my life's a lie,
Here's my last goodbye,

Merry Christmas to all and fuck you.


released December 13, 2011
Written and Performed by Ponyboy.
Produced by Charles S. McVey
Drum Tracking byThe Midnight Finger Recording Guild



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Ponyboy. is a two-piece grunge-rock outfit from Lawrence, KS who make angst-ridden trash-rock.

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